Completely AGREED! I am far from a newbie and this is not making any sense to me, no worries. I am still wondering what to do and whether or not I should keep moving forward with what "seems" to be the process I need to go through?!? I'm about to cancel all of it for matter of security and trust. Unless I am directed more clearly, I will put a break to it all on this end.

I would LOVE to be able to partake to the venture, but with such directions, there's no way I can get there as is, sadly...

Namaste :)