I'm scared that I'll be leaving her anytime soon

I tend to push people away not because I don't want them in my life, but because I'm scared of being attached too easily with the wrong person for the wrong reasons.

Tired because I might feel the pain again. Tired of being left alone. Tired of hoping that someone will stay permanently and will never leave my side. Tired of hoping that someone will accept me. The whole and real me. Tired of every fucking things that hurts and breaks me. Tired of trusting others, then they'll just easily break it. 💔👌