||| Life as a trip #20 || My "Red book"

Life as a trip #20
07/01/2018

Oh yeah)) its great to have my own blog!
And its not just another one yet traveler’s blog. It’s a blog full of conclusions, self-understanding and reflections of my own. My private diary that I post on internet!

Its genius! – someone says. What a hack.. – another one comments. This is so usual. – somebody says. Somebody won’t even look at it. And someone will be inspired by what I’ve done. And may be somebody will be sad about it.
So .. what? – the reader will ask. And so I ask the same. So.. what? Earlier I was so scared about my blog.May be somebody won’t like what I’m writing here about. But after some psychotherapeutic classes that I took and after my own lessons at «NETEATRADVERI» - this feeling (doubt) gone. (also I think that inspirative conversation with Anna Nazaruk play a good role in my self state attitude)
My messages to people.

Here u can see one of myself created messages for one acquainted guy.

Do you have any another questions? Or does everything is clear? Do you understand why people are sick sometimes, why people are suffering and create themselves different badlucks ? Do you fly away out in z space? If yes then how do you keep staying here?

Here I have most part of non-informative questions. From all people that I’ve met before on my way – You are the one of the most interesting, whom is really interesting to talk and share my thoughts and mind. And if I imagine that everything is possible in this world, so I think that I really want to be a friend of yours.

That’s a fail.

My «Red Book».

Jung has a special work - "Red Book". At some moment in his life, he closed himself in the tower. He indulged in internal experiments. And he also made records about it.
I actually making the same thing now. I'm on the 12th floor. There is a two-story apartment-workshop. Very atmospheric. Ancient. Filled with a lot of different materials, tools. So I closed myself here.
And I am making records about this.

Changes of state of mine.

Again and again I’m coming back to benefits of my diary-blog. How strong is my internal changes – this is wonderfull. Not so far that was so easy for me to cross Ukraine.

And now it’s a real trouble for me – to get out from apartment. As I I came at Saturday to the flat so I dave into my own reality here. Here there are a lot of stuff, that brings me deeper and deeper and far away.
Two days ago my condition was so another.

And now, in this apartment, I again plunge my self into familiar, but forgotten conditions. When inside of me its a chaos, but i just want to endlessly eat. And there comes a strange condition.

And I think that its happening because of space around in this workshop. It invariably acts on anyone who is in it. Especially if you are so sensitive person like me.
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