I miss my childhood life

Childhood was more like heaven.
I vividly remembered those bright and innocent days as kids. How rough we muffled ourselves in sands and roam around naked with so much confidence. We saw everyone wearing clothes always as another race. We never cared if we have to live our whole lives been naked. We were never appeased with what they call clothes. We loved the sand play, the rolling tires kind of cars and our mischef life styles

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Life was nothing more than just innocence to us. No snitching, no heartbreaks, no betrayal, no evils. If we keep friends, they are for real and we saw ourselves more like brothers with no condition or boundaries. We loved without limit and we got most of what we wanted at our disposals, well, probably because we never knew exotic and expensive things then. We just stocked to our bottle covers, tins, ropes, and sticks to ride our tires effectively, Rubber toys and probably some good looking teddy bears we took care of with passion. Childhood means us ignorantly doing bad and yet look so innocent like we never did anything wrong.

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However, grown up seems more like a fucked up kinda life. It is more like a planned work to make us pay for the crimes we committed as toddlers. We have to struggle so hard to live and survive on our own. We need to bath ourselves to look appealing, we need to wear good apparels to feel comfortable among our equals. Greed, betrayal, jealousy, evil, we need to have one special person we give much attention to and keep in touch on daily basis, Life becomes more complicated for us and all bullshits took over us. Sooner than we know, those blissful moments of childhood were gone and we have to live with the present. Gawd! Sometimes I just hate this growing up kind of thing. why cant we just be kids and remain innocent forever. Probably that way, we could all easily make heaven.

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I miss my childhood life.