It is the damn programming that causes my stress, not surrendering to spirit

I would have to agree 100%. We are much happier and have better relationships now than we ever had had. It has been a tough road, there is no doubt of that. I don't consider myself poor. I am doing what I believe the Creator wants me to do. We will have to move on soon, but this too will be an adventure and learning experience for my family as were continue on the journey to decolonized our minds. Thank for being a good example and leading the way for us who are trying to find our way.