Mother and father is a very beautiful gift of god for children, if any children deprived of the gifts it is very sad things. My tears come out hearing from you about your mother my friend. I have also come out from the same thing, losing all my dear ones. But we have to servibe in the world, this is life, please don't lose hope try to get caught up every beautiful movements which come to you. I always have a good feeling for you my friend, please try to get beautiful time, wish you a very happy and beautiful time ahead my dear friend.