This is very interesting. We don't really know when we're going to die so I think we should just be careful not to do anything stupid and leave a bad memory. Stephen Covey says in his book "The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People" something like this: Imagine your funeral and what people at the funeral would say about you. What would you really like to be? For me, having a relatively short time like six months is not an excuse to feed my own impulsivity. I'd better get my act together!