Animosity, Confusion and Collision, three poems, from my heart to you

Collision

There are forces driving us mad,
There are forces making us strong,
There are dreams being built,
And shattered at the same time.

Everything is a jungle, chaotic,
Because of our thought collisions,
Everything is incoherent,
Because we are only human.

What happens with a collision,
What emotions come out on top,
Is it love or is it loss,
Is it lust or is it hate?

Confusion

I don't remember, I wish I could,
I wish I knew where life would go,
That time I knew nothing new,
And nothing old was good enough.

I am here now, but I don't know,
Where is my life, my pride and will,
And all I see is weird and sour
Through looking glass it poured down.

I do not recognize myself no more,
How did it come so bluntly far,
Upon the hills and valleys deep,
All I did was follow you.

Where am I, where was I, where am I going?

Animosity

I was so angry, I didn't know,
How to control that burning rage,
I smashed the car, I burned the house,
I even considered destroying you.

You made me so weak, so obedient,
It wasn't my soul left in my heart,
I was a puppet in your hands,
You the master, moving my strings.

One day I woke, one day I saw,
What you had done to my heart,
I turned into darkness, a demon,
More evil than life and death together.

You hurt me dearly, so help me world,
But I must admit, the truth that is bitter,
I was more angry at myself,
Because I let you to take my soul.

It is easy to blame you, to destroy,
Because I hate to admit my mistakes,
But truth is here and I can feel,
I am to blame for the darkness in me.

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Those are some poems I entered in past contests @mehdibca is hosting. You can find the most recent contest here.

I wish you the best day, week and life,
Linda