I am only reliant on my online earnings so I am just always saving money because no Pontius Pilate will ever pay for my bills

Source - Cryptopie

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There will be no one to pay my bills which is why I am always trying to save money because I will find myself in a deep trouble if I will always spend what I am earning. My big project recently is truly a big expenditure however it is a need that had to be done because otherwise me and my parents will always be at risk of contracting flood-borne diseases and slipping especially when it rains and even if the weather is hot because our old house before was like a warm oven during hot months of the year.

Now we are comfortable and not in threat and worry would come into our minds anymore even if when the weather turns bad. But this house still has to prove its integrity in my own opinion as it used the old foundation and columns of the old house so when when a big earthquake occurs Ia m still not completely sure it it will all hold-up. But I pray and hope that the foundations and columns of this house will really hold because new columns and beams were added to reinforce its stability after I learned that the didn't put up new foundations, and columns, and beams.

Anyway, my lifestyle or way of life got indeed upgraded now because of the addition of the water softener as I have to maintain it by replacing the filters from time to time and using industrial salt which I have to purchase in order for me to enjoy a filtered water for our safe water needs because my parents are already old and I myself wanted to have a better water source because our tap water is not good enough to drink and would turn yellow or dirty from time to time .

But anyway, my funds are good enough for now for me to have a fallback when things go south but now I feel that my family will rely also for my financial help if they went into a terrible health issue because I do not also think that they have savings to use for such catastrophic medical event. So now, that will also add to my concern and could very well bankrupt me and leave me not able to help myself in the end because it is a possibility to happen.

One great thing now is that my country's government is helping such people who can't afford to get treated in hospitals by giving them free medical treatment in government hospitals. Patients like PWD holders for example can just go to any government hospital and will not worry about paying any bills anymore, they or their caregivers or relatives will just be interviewed by social workers in what we call "Malasakit center" which has a place in government hospitals and all the patient will have to concentrate on is to try to feel better afterwards although they have to endure the noisy accommodation in the wards which is stressful especially if the patient is sensitive to things like that.

So I am praying and hoping that God always blesses my current way of earning money because my intent is just to survive and live close to a normal life without so much financial and medical trouble and do more good in more ways in my life aside from striving to get better with the blessings, mercy, and grace from God.

I am still lucky that despite being terribly handicapped I am always getting grace and mercy from God and because of that many people understanding my situation takes me as their inspiration like some of the new dialysis patients in the clinic. But I am also the captain of my soul and so I needed to make make sure that I will not find myself wanting financially and save as much money as I can to be able to see the light of another day, that is if God wills it for me.

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