My life for being less travelled and missing a lot of things in life is still like unreal for me to ponder about
I am glad that I went to our class field trip during my high school years because I never would go out to visit similar sites again. Our field trip during my high school years was about visiting the original house of our national hero, museum or a place that has a museum, and private swimming pool that I enjoyed splashing around with my classmates although not all of them had the money to afford joining us which I actually felt sad for too.
That is why if I will ever go to school again or relive the past years of my high school, I would love to go again for our field trip. It is one great stage of normal people's life that they could enjoy going out especially if they actually haven't had such activity down with their own families like myself.
In my family my father I think has only taken us for an excursion one time only and according to my mother when I asked her about it because I was just a kid at that time and couldn't remember much of what happened, that his "Compadre" persuaded him to go for a "picnic" at one of the old resorts available for us back then to go and have a little good time because my father just came from abroad as a worker in Saudi Arabia.
His compadre at that time has a passenger Jeepney and that was the vehicle we used apparently because I can't remember it anymore, to go to the swimming resort with a name of "Federosa" which is now I think is no longer operational. Anyway it was just my eldest brother who enjoyed because he went for a swim in one of the swimming pools there while I myself and my little sister have still no idea what we should do and just rode the swing next to that place we call cottages.
After that sort of family mini vacation with family friends with us, there are no more instances where my family went into some place as a family wanting to have a good time. Even after my father comes back from abroad he would not take the time to have us all go and eat in a restaurant so years pass by and it is now only coming to my thoughts that I did missed having those quality family times which is just normal for other families to do.
Little that I knew that my father was also supporting my grandmother aside from supporting my Aunts which lives a few provinces from us. It just means that resources which should just be for us his family, gets cut because my father apparently supported my grandmother and my Aunts and his brother as told me by my grandmother when we were having a conversation when I went to their home after I had quit going to college because I was already sick at that time and couldn't cope going to school anymore.
Anyway, I am glad too that I was able to go to my grandmother's house to take a very long vacation there because otherwise I would have not experienced a different setting like being with one of my Aunts and my cousins living with my grandmother. But I regret not being with my other cousins in my mother's side of the family and that I truly missed because of lack of money and for the reason that it is more difficult to visit my relatives over my mother's side of the family too.
Had I myself at least had a time to be with my relatives in my mother's side of the family, than I could have enjoyed my life more. It is very different if you will be with your relatives now when you are older than when when you were younger because of course there will be a level of estrangement that will happen unlike when you went to establish deeper connections starting from just being a kid together for some number of days and that is what happened to us with my siblings with our cousins which I also regret happened.
Family ties in my country is tighter compared to other country and my expectation for my family to have a tight-knit relationship for our relatives is not that as strong unlike what I was seeing in some clans but it is what it is and now I really can't make amends because too much time had passed.
Now, aside from me going to my relative's home for a vacation which only happen one time while the other one happened when I was just a kid, not much places I can say that I did travelled into for me to enjoy the moment. There was this instance that I went with my fellow co-patient brethren together with the staff which was lead the doctor and his wife to a church-owned resort but since I am already a dialysis patient back then, I didn't also really enjoyed it that much because my family is not with me and there aren't not much to eat, it's everyone for himself/herself when it coms to food or what to eat but at least I had experienced how was it like to be on the beach.
Well, aside from not being able to go to places, I just regret living like this, missing so many things in life that only normal people can do. So most probably I can only enjoy that life which is beyond this life particularly of I would outlive my loved ones, then living could be not that happy anymore even if I would tour the best spots on earth for free.
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