Im In Searcy Arkansas Wanna Fuck

hashsteemin (49)in #nsfw • 3 months ago

It is my dream to have a nice set of tities and a big assertive man who fucked my face savagely after I served breakfast. I would like to know that he has five or six guys that are coming over to pay him to tie me up and fuck me in every hole on my body and I would probably be the one that sent him a message online looking for something exactly like this. When people look at a sissy submissive slave on a leash being walked into a public place they think that something is wrong and they don't understand how someone could be happy living in a man's shadow and being treated that way. I love being told to take a man's cock as I get manhandled to sexualy pleasure a man that is easily exited by a slutt in lingerie. I feel most of my feminization process depends on a special appreciation for the masculinity and strength of real men. I actually have trouble finding a man who is as dominant as I would like to know or I have met some that are to mean.

I do feel that recently I have found a new and vibrant place within my femininity and I think it is empowering for me. Last night I was holding my legs apart and a wonderful man that I have been regularly fucking rocked my whole world. He made me cum several times back to back so fast until I was passing out and pounding my fist in his shoulder. He is really good at working his big cock inside me. He cum in my belly and it was magnificent. I was a girl and very turned on still long after he had went to work. I continued to fuck my dildo and splashed his and my cum all over myself and the bed. Finally I took a break after five and a half hours later to eat. I have my ass trained to be a wonderful wet pussy for men and my girlish anal orgasms get much better and more intense everyday since I had made a decision to stay feminine and submissive and fuck every guy who tells me to take it. I spend 75% of my time either in submission to masculinity with an actual man or fucking my dildos keeping every muscle inside my ass sensitive and hot. I choose to kill the boy in my mind and I gladly set the little slutt girl free to transform me into a more feminine and submissive horny beta bitch for consumption of sperm.

Almost everything I do is somehow or someway related to sex and stimulating myself in the feminine and girlish direction. The only thing that I literally have any dedication to is the achievement of making men attracted to me and feeling sexy and pretty enough that I am irresistible so that he will feminize me by breeding. I have gotten to the point that I have no idea how many guys come to my apartment some days or within a number of days even. The sex keeps getting better as I am growing my feminine energy and it has been fantastic. I have thrown away almost all of my old boy clothes and I dress feminine every single day and almost everywhere I go even though I don't go anywhere much as I am usually engaged in sexual activities in my girlish nature.

No one is twisting my arm or putting a gun to my head for a blow job or anything else. I take the initiative to make myself visibly available and eager to be used and I feed on the alpha males in a way that is just as sexual. Most of the men I have met know that I am seeking to feel his manhood and some being more dominant than others during sex or not are genuinely friendly. Every now and then I am confronted with a situation where I am forced to decline... hopefully before I give out my address. I'll make it clear that I literally want to be beta and submissive to men who have the ability to frighten me with words and hurt me just enough that I scream and squirt jizz all his cock. Calling me a little bitch is going to turn me on like crazy especially when you have me on my leash and in public.