maryam.charmi (45)in #life • 6 years agoForget about others , in the darkness even your shadown leaves you alone.So what can we expect from others? There would be many who would nd come nd go. Some would leave an impact nd others…maryam.charmi (45)in #eyes • 6 years agoEyesNO. Yes, the grief did soften me but at the same time it makes me want to kill myself. I wake up every morning and…maryam.charmi (45)in #love • 6 years agoIt’s interesting that I read it the opposite way “ifyou’ve never cried lying in your bed... then I’m sorry”. I did cry like that, quite a few times. Most of the time…maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 6 years agohave to live in a worldI have to live in a world where things are possible. The part of me that lives beyond all other things needs to live…maryam.charmi (45)in #life • 6 years agoI have to live in a world where things are possible.The part of me that lives beyond all other things needs to live in possibility- in a chance that things, good things…maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 6 years agoHappened so frequently over 3 to 4 years in the past, including almost an entire yearHappened so frequently over 3 to 4 years in the past, including almost an entire year of crying every damn night and…maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 6 years agoIt’s been 5 months I started walking every morning at 4:30 am from my comfort home to workplace❤️. It’s been 5 months I started walking every morning at 4:30 am from my comfort home to workplace . It takes me 30…maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 6 years agolike to be that one who will listen to everythingI like to be that one who will listen to everything you want to say, everything that you need to say. I like to advice…maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 6 years agoPersonally,i love youi was raised by very traditional parents and i was brought up being afraid of the rod and/or the palm of my mother's…maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 6 years agoand stare at the birds drowning in the darkness of dawn"I remember biking to work at like... 4 in the morning. The route I took goes by this big river and it's pitch black.…maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 6 years agoThe "crime and punishment" system used to raiseThe "crime and punishment" system used to raise children doesn't teach right from wrong. It teaches conformity. It…maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 6 years agoLove can you hear me out? Can you hear myLove can you hear me out? Can you hear my thoughts? Can I tell you whats bothering me? Can I talk to you about stuffs…maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 6 years agoNot even friends and family unfortunatelyNot even friends and family unfortunately. Not even if they say they do. Actions or lack there of speak louder than…maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 6 years agoThis is not good for anyoneThis is not good for anyone. We must share what's all inside us even to few people, our loved ones because we will…maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 6 years agojust made another note about how I feel being a burden to othersI just made another note about how I feel being a burden to others 😞 I don't talk to people, Im just making a note in…maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 6 years agothe analogy of the people who pretend to love but only want something from you) so I see this as the woman hugging it is a predatoI love cacti. Beautiful amazingly clever plants that can grow and thrive in dry climates, where most plants won't…maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 6 years agoI think it is much easier to open up to someone youI think it is much easier to open up to someone you don't know or to a person you've never really met 'cause you can…maryam.charmi (45)in #reality • 6 years agoIt's about getting a responseIt's about getting a response to feel like you have people who care about you and understand you, and it's hard to…maryam.charmi (45)in #time • 6 years agoit actually made me sadit actually made me sad. i just knew that my bestfriend for years doesnt rlly know me because i wasnt telling him…maryam.charmi (45)in #humble • 6 years agoTalking to you feels a lot like being Alice in WonderlandTalking to you feels a lot like being Alice in Wonderland— I have all these questions and you're an open book with all…