Stellabelle’s Broken Heart Valentine’s Day Twitter Contest: Saddest Story Wins .01 Bitcoin

stellabelle (75)in #valentine • 6 years ago (edited)

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6 years ago in #valentine by stellabelle (75)

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jenina619 (69) 6 years ago

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mistakili (69) 6 years ago (edited)

Hi @stellabelle, I'm glad to find out this contest, I was planning to make this a post for valentines, but anyway here it is. I've followed the instructions as well.

Hello Nazzy,

Its 3am and I can't stop thinking about you. I know a thousand apologies can't undo what I did to you, yet I just want to tell you how sorry I am. I know whatever I have to say to you might sound like excuses but I promise they're more than that.

Truth is I've been marred by the things I've been through even before I met you, they messed me up mentally and I'm perfect at bottling them up, you know how I can be.

I mean how else can I explain cutting off someone who's become an innate part of myself with no reason? Its extremely abnormal, You know I loved you with all my heart, yet I just blanked out without a trace, going through the hurt every passing day like its my air to breathe...

My mothers death and absence left an unexplainable hole in me, its like there's an extent at which I can let anyone get close to me, and when that line is reached, my subconscious is wired to withdraw, cut off, blank out, back into the hole, like I'm accustomed to pain...

I caved in!I lost myself and I lost you...

*It's been so long, a month suddenly drifted into a year and two, I never wanted it to be this way, I hope you can some how forgive me, I know its farfetched to ask for your friendship again, it's all going to be weird now I wouldn't even know where to start.

I ruined something so entirely beautiful, I even made you cry, if ever I can forgive myself, if ever I get to live again, I will love to undo what I've done. I will choose to always be by your side.

I pray you're happy and still as strong as you've always been, I hope your journey is clearer and absolutely nothing is holding you down, I hope you still bask in your wealth of creativity and brilliance. I hope you're still filled with life and vigour, I miss you so much.

I'd be spending the Vals day this year alone with my thoughts reminiscing about the good times we had. I wish I could unbreak your heart, maybe in another lifetime. Love you always. Me.
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