I would class myself as an anarchist but am I really ?

So i'm am anarchist! I still work a full time corporate job, pay my taxes and obey many laws! This is not the way I want to live though I am forced into complying. Freedom would be my choice but I am being prevented from doing this as I am stuck in the system.

This is my topic for today; I want to follow anarchic principles but in this society it's blooming tricky. The main hindrance in my mission to live this life I choose is capital or lack of it; meaning I am well and truly trapped in the system. Obviously this is how the system is designed we all know this, it traps you into a life of debt. There are many ways it does this through a 'Mortgage' (actual meaning death pledge) or debt though credit or loans. Thankfully I dont' have much debt now; well a few grand which I kindly (in a moment of madness) took on when me and my ex split up. This is being paid off slowly and I have put it on zero interest credit cards. Again the credit card is all part of being tied into the system.

Tax is another huge issues for me I could not disagree more with it; I feel massive guilt every time I see how much tax I have paid. This is not because it is theft! of my hard earnt money but because it's funding bombs to be dropped on someone miles away who has done me no harm. I am told (well if I pay attention to the propaganda) these people pose me danger to me, although there is no concrete evidence other than the word of the media funded by the people who are dropping the bombs. There are many other disagreeable causes my money is stolen for, but this hurts me the most. I am peaceful person and the fact I am contributing to the murder of innocent people is hard to take. As a anarchist you would not stand for this; but in today society its so hard to challenge this without it ending in jail or hefty fine on top of what they claim you own!

As I have said many times before I was a budding anarchist from the onset; I've always questioned things I don't see as right. I find the loop holes and exploit them; like Acts and Laws, yes their is a massive difference. Things like not paying Tv licence or water bills. However I now have to pay the water bill as the agent who I rents my house of kindly passed my details on to them, if I did that though it would breach data protection laws. But in the UK a least you don't have to pay water bills! Before I was breached but my agent I didn't pay water for nearly four years. They will send letters to the home owner and until you (or your agent) gives them your name they will not trouble you directly, even the its the legal representation of you (but thats all a different post).
Anyways they won't cut off water either as its a human right, their not all bad then haha!

We are kept in check though and forced to compile with threats of jail of massive fines. Like £1000 if you don't register to vote in England; I was attempting to test this law until I need a new interest free credit card so I was not paying £50 a month interest. In order to get a credit card you need a decent credit reference for this you need to be registered to vote and so the circle starts and your trapped!

The conditioning that prevents the breakaway...

It's taken a longtime to get to where I am today, I have had a lot of conditioning to break (and much more to yet) as we all do. I was brought up in a very traditional family who were law abiding "love that phrase" and had good morals. Whoa hold on now there is a contradiction in terms law abiding and moral! The first part of the conditioning I managed to break is the fact law is not moral. Often I do something; I don't know let say heading out into the woods have fire and camp out, my mother will say but this is not legal you were bought up to have good morals !!! To me that does not make sense now, well yes I was brought up to have good morals but have now realised this is the most important thing and should not be associated with law! When I camp I clear up, leave a little sign I was there as physically possible and am responsibly in looking after the environment. I don't damage anyones property or go when I am causing annoyance to anyone, if I was asked to move I would give my apologies and do so. The more I live by this ethos the happier I become, this comes after years of feeling trapped by the system and a lot of anger which clouded my view and passions. I endeavour to make sure my actions don't harm anyone, I like to think I am a caring individual and will cause no distress to anything. This is what I understand as moral! Laws are not moral many prevent, restrict, force prejudice and division amongst us all.

I have not come to this conclusion through some genius of my own the main people who have brought me here are Derrick Broze, Luke Rudkowski, Max Igan and Jeff Berwick. These guy inspired me and I have developed their influence and come to my own conclusions. All coming from slight different perspectives and indeed its important to get a varied perspective. One of my favourites and one I am trying to implement is that of Agorism introduced to be by Derrick Broze. Through this I am developing my own way of living this way that ties with with my current lifestyle like offering Reiki on a donation basis therefore its not earning and not taxable (well in my book anyways). Although this is not up and running yet I have others project and plans inspired by Jeff Berwick, you get the jist.

So am I an anarchist?

Now not being for for a label this is a bit of a rhetorical question for me, but for the purpose of the post lets look at it.

Living in a anarchic society would suit me I can see massive benefits. Currently we don't live in a free society but any stretch of the imagination. People have morals deep down and with no laws or regime telling us what to do, there would not be this massive collapse of society. In fact I think it would improve drastically and build communities which have been eroded away though this narcissistic parasite that now dominates in todays society. Back to the topic though I actively promote this way of life to my friends, colleagues and loved ones, often to laughter or advice not to follow such extreme ideologies and conform to society.

My plans for the future are ones of freedom where people have a choice to make mistakes. In my field of work (mental health) I see the damage done but continual disapproval and judgement. Societally we need to change this approach and create one where people are supported and praised for admitting mistakes and even making them. This does not mean people should go out and make them but should not be ridiculed when they do; communities should show compassion and willingness to advise. In my life I have done things I am not proud of also things that are wrong although thankfully not caught or punished to a detrimental affect; does this make me a bad person? No I had support and love that helped me through and the luck as I was not thrown in a cage after being put in front of a bias system to judge my actions.

However as in the start I am held back by lack of money so have to play into the system. Now I have plans to set up a free and holistic mental health centre. I have what I think it a alternative approach which will make a difference to the world of many with mental health problems. This will go against many 'norms' and rules but I have confidence it will prove successful. Hence the reason I work and would say am conforming to the system more then I would like. This is for a number of reasons:

Mainly I need to keep my name clean before it gets rolling as a dirty name will drawn too much attention and result in it not taking off in the way i'd like.

Also I love my job and although its corporate its giving me a lot of valuable experience and resource to build on.

Unfortunately I need to make some big bucks to set up and build this project. The main cost of buying the right land. And I want to buy out right as I don't want to be borrowing from the bank and be under their control. I have a few planed projects and crypto investments which are slowly building up. Ten years max is my aim!

In answer to the question then....

Of course I am we all are some just haven't realised it yet. I do my best to explain the benefits and possibilities to those who dont realise, with more and more success. For things I get stuck on I consult the communities that are building and research.

The future is free and the hundredth monkey is well and truly stirring !