I would say you are an anarchist, you are just not free. But that is not your fault. You dont blame the salve for the sins of their masters.

If being an anarchist means having to disengage from society and live alone in the woods, then we have no chance. I dont fell any guild, I live in peace with myself and the people around me. I pay my taxes as long as that is the more reasonable choice, I use state infrastructure.

I try to be smart about which fights to pick so I dont waste my energy on the hopeless battles. Right now there is so much potential to disrupt, especially in crypto. Going to jail by refusing to pay my taxes will not make anything in this world better. But the time may come where we have to through our bodies into the equation, just not yet.