Yes, decision always matter because one decision let an new world exist for you, so first of all you have to read yourself means i saw many people who marry in the influence of other people and the more common saying from other people are like, your age is passing when you will marry, marry soon other wise no one will marry you, there are people who enter into married world after listening these type of comments from fellow people, and in other case people enter into marriage life for the materialistic needs like security, means married for the money and luxurious life. but we have to understand our life can enjoy the materialistic things for short time but our life need more organic things, we need to get the more knowledge about your own inner self because in my opinion you would noticed that sometimes you try to attempt something but you will feel some inner sound which transfers some feelings which reflects as it trying to say that to stop this work it's not good for you, so always listen that sound because your inner self is your real guidance and it will help you to take the correct decisions for you in life. Thanks for sharing and wishing you an great day. Stay blessed. 🙂