The difference between a master and a beginer is the master has failed more times than the beginner has tried... Keep failing my friend it is what we do... Embrace the perfect imperfection of the way you paint, and paint for yourself do something that makes you happy. If you do this over and over and over and over and over and use all the tips and techniques available out here on the interwebs you can do it too. Start out small and just have fun remember what it was like to be a child and there is no wrong way to paint. Good luck I hope you share your art with me.