Of course it is that way!
I'm not denying it :)
I just do not want to put that on conscious level. I'm not psychologist. I'm a painter. Of abstract. And would like that it will stay that way :) I will not be able to paint abstract if I start to look at my paintings in that way.
But you can do that. Enjoy! And I'm happy if you write me. (although I will not search that).