Thank you so much for your comment and support. I was trying to last the rest of the school year at my job (it was in a school) but in December I just had a breakdown after witnessing an unscrupulous thing done by an administrator.. it wasnt the first thing and it will not be the last.. but i could not spend my life force and energy be a part of that messed up reality any more, even if i was "doing good" within it. I will miss the kids and some of my colleagues, but it was the right decision for me. --- what art shop?? :)