Dear Myself

in #art5 years ago (edited)

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Dear Myself,

I’m sorry for trying so hard to proved your self to other people that your worth it, I apologize for forcing you sometimes to approach and talk to people you don’t like with. Sorry for the times you cry so hard over being not so pretty enough. I am sorry for crying so hard because you experience pain from the people you loved but doesn’t love you back, i’m sorry for sometimes you feel so empty and no one have gots to make you feel fully. Sorry for begging for love to other people. I’m sorry for forcing your self to do thing you don’t want because thats what they say best for you and right for you. I’m sorry for working so hard just to survive in this cruel society. I’m sorry for living this life in a wrong fortune where you see your self getting exhausted over trying so hard to be at your best. I’m sorry for having too much of shit, thinking too much and feel so terrible. Just hang in there self, be patience-, you’ll get better and get your luck someday. Pain will end soon but please don’t end your self for that stupid pain. Theirs always a beauty inside you that will bloom and shine someday.

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Aaww, it's okay to cry, it releases the pain. You don't have to push yourself too much. There are better days. :) And nice drawing. Love the flowers in there too! :D

Shot hehee i need to recharge my dying soul

Beautiful portrait, there is a lot of nuance and emotions in the expression, you did this sketch wonderfully !

And the writing is very touching, also.... There's so much genuine honesty and openness and though there is a lot of sadness and heaviness, the ending shows a lot of inner strength in your, as well <3

Amazing post, @spintwister <3 Love your talent and openness <3 <3 <3

Thank you so much.

Wowow!
Amazing drawing <3

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aww i can feel the pain, as u say " theirs always a beauty inside you "

Thank you. Time past and it will heal


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