you know maam,if your intentions are good..never feel down..because every force in this universe will work with you to make them come true..believe me..you will make your dreams come true help those people too..you will finally win your battle..if i had some steem power i would have voted you with my fullest capacity..i am sorry about it..anyway just believe in yourself and all the good powers..they wont let you fail..they will help you to make it happen :)