I hope that your path to doing something you love leads you to unexpected surprises :) Being alone really helps us heal in ways we could never have in having people around us all the time. Your practice right now is extremely important and the new people that come in will seem to be right on time for the true self you've come to practice all alone with the painful memories that have grown into strength and courage. I send all my healing energy to you my friend. The universe is filled with blessings and to me, you are a great one :)