Several manifestations of bipolar disorder
The body sends out warnings, always hearing the sound of electric currents, and the heart inexplicably stabs
Emotionally unstable, suddenly feeling sad, unable to control tears due to physical constitution, strong empathy ability, starting to feel happy again the next second, and losing control of one's temper the next second
My memory deteriorates, I remember one second and forget the next second
Always fixated on the past, suffering from internal conflicts, insomnia, and inability to sleep, regretting why they did that
I’ve been through similar ups and downs, and honestly, getting properly diagnosed made a huge difference. If anyone’s unsure about what they’re experiencing, going through https://mentalhealthhotline.org/get-diagnosed-bipolar-disorder/ is a good first step. It's clear and walks you through what to expect.