Good post and I could relate to a lot of it. Finding employment is problematic for me too. I thought about it carefully and realised that I always felt relaxed and comfortable in a library setting, so I did a 9 month masters degree in Information and Library Studies and am now a qualified librarian. I have still to find a job, but I only graduated three months ago. It's a quiet environment, not a lot of people. What are your interests. Good luck and I do hope you find a job soon