OMG!!! I badly want to help you but, I do not have anything to offer since I am just also very new here in steemit.. :( I'm so sorry to hear about what happened to your grandma. :( :( So, here's what I will do, I will give you an upvote (but it won't even count because I am still 14 days old here :() I'm so sorry. And, I will resteem your post so it will be spread out to the community.. And, of course, I will pray for your grandma, okay?? Be strong for your grandma.. She needs you more in times like these.