I'm inconsistent with some apps '-'
Okay.. I admit it, I can be inconsistent with somethings.
It could be my favorite hobby, yet I'm still inconsistent. For example, playing the guitar and becoming a musician. I love the feeling of understanding " musician talk " (( basically the nickname I've given to conversations with other musicians and you start talking music theory and shnitzel )) For some reason, I feel like I start putting myself down, telling myself that I'm not getting better when I'm actually am.
You see, I want to be a musician, artist and pro gamer; probably a game developer.
I want to be able to things.. but I unconsciously tell myself of how slow my following count is and how I will never make it big.
I know.. thinking like that isn't healthy but if you lack self confidence, it makes it easier to think these things...
Now, I assure you, I will try my very best to be consistent on steemit and provide my opinion on things and try to make you all laugh. This post wasn't me throwing a pity party... Just me venting alittle.
Also, I want to create my signature footer for my post and an actual bio lol.
lack of confidence is a killer. Inconsistency also the main reason of not-accomplished_anything-in-life. Take a step back, adjust your life goal, take a deep breath and go, go, go. Don't ever look back until you have achieved what you are intended for.
I appreciate your being open. Life is an adventurous journey! Never doubt yourself because you may not be up to someone elses level, or standard, of doing things. Don't compare yourself to others, or be swayed by what someone else may critique you on...in most cases, they are trying to help. Others, naysayers, are ambiguous to the process of personal growth because of their own shortcomings. There's no deadlines dates on coming into yourself! That's between you and the creator....who knows exactly who you are, and the purpose you're created for....So you just be you, and all else will fall in place, I promise you! 💯💓😊
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Sometimes having all of our goals on the table in front of us can be daunting, be kind to yourself- there is after all, no way to do it all today :)
It helps me a lot to write to-do lists, I often don't reference them later but they help anyhow lol! If you are new here, you might find some helpful information in a post for newbies I did a few days ago. Happy Steeming!
I appreciate the open honesty you shared here. You will find many others also go through this. Actually taking the action to starting back at something is usually the hardest part to do..but once you get back into the motion, you will be all set! Best of smiles to you;) <3
I hear you on that. I have a similar thing with music and doing what I am doing. Although things have changed in that area of rap where light skinned spirits are more accepted now, but I grew up in a space where it wasn't. This is something that keeps me down some moments as even tho I have the talent and the words and the drive all folds when hitting that wall..
Steemit has became a place that has let me know, just do you and put it out there, some may not like it, but you will find the group for you that does like and love the things you are doing...
Search for them they are the ones that matter, the ones that hate only hate something they see in you that they hate in themselves, maybe even wanting to do music but are too afraid.... and so the hate on others that do well..
Thank you for being open with how you feel...🤓
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