Let me put it this way: You have published a manageable number of very bad, content-free posts in more than a year. Who should support you for what? We have authors here who blog well researched and even better formulated posts several times a day, some of them with more than 1000 words. Yes, there are also the others. The beginners, the unmotivated or the simply less talented. That's okay. We all started once. But please don't complain if you don't succeed! The first thing to do is to improve, to follow role models. The development of a strategy regarding topics and content. Good luck!