consciousness is worthless

 i have come to see that it is better to be a cockroach than an poor person.
a cockroach that suffers from  frustration is not conscious of it. it just instinctively searches sex and then dies off.
an person is conscious of his suffering, he has to hope inspite of himself. his suffering lasts much longer, and because he is conscious of that suffering, it is worse.
ultimately both cockroach and humans are organisms that are designed to reproduce. nothing they do in life matters. therefore, it is better to be cockroach than be a trucel.