First time I got to put a face to the name! I think I understood the situation you were in makes you question why someone who is the same would broadcast it. I have been in places I don't ever want to think about again let alone document but I know at the time people who were down there with me turned it into their persona out of shame that they wanted to possibly own... Anyway people do the opposite of what I tend to do or think so I expect not to get the reasons why...