How I emotionally risked 17 USDT on 150x leverage – and it actually worked

It wasn’t a planned trade.
No clean entry, no strategy, no clear mind.
It was just one of those moments when you think:
Fuck it. I’ll try.
17 USDT.
150x leverage on BTC.
Either lose it all, or feel—just for a second—that something finally works.
And it actually worked.
No riches, no breakthrough.
Just that short moment when you feel in control again, after losing it for so long.