It's a LOT dear @whack.science! Take a breathe! Think of the one thing that takes too much time but doesn't 'give back' that much - that's the one you should drop. Even though you might feel loyalty and such :-) It's not easy, but sometimes closing one door opens another - or gives you less stress. Wishing you a wise decision :-) Hugs
My love's that big hihi yeah, it is a bit too much but I never forget my roots so it is hard to leave any community.
I hope Steem will go up and people will realize the power of our blockchain and mass-adopt it. Then I would feel that I helped a bit :)
Until then, steem on!