Rollercoaster

Even that’s reality …..sometimes
I wanna live a little in my fantasy
I go back in past
I wanna lie to myself at least few seconds now and then to feel good , as good as you remember
And sometimes I curse you to remember that heartbeat on your chest and feel ashamed when hug another
I curse you to feel quilt and cry when you are one with another
I curse you to never forget and to remember every single day bmh moments
And then I want you to be happy
Rollercoaster feelings