I'm glad to see an update. I'm glad to hear that neighbor of yours is gone. That is very lucky. It's good to see you got all your packages with no problem and have some of the things you need for your health. Taking time to think and get perspective after the heat of the moment is good. Even if you can't get the quell it sounds like you might have an alternative plan. If you need someone to talk to or help in the future I'm only a discord message away friend.