Feelings of a neglected heart
A dim life seems unable to brighten.
The silence is no longer joyful.
Reaping a heart that's always been neglected, like an unnecessary object.
Now I'm alone, reaching for the day in hope for light.
Years of sacrifice have passed.
I've lived my life for years.
But now it feels quiet and lonely, like a building that's not functioning.
Could it all be over, a feeling of affection and love that was never needed?
I'll change the way I live. I'll forget everything I have.
Now I only hope again, to reach the dreams I once hoped for.
Now I realize that the heart that's been crying and sacrificing...
But it turns out it was only being exploited for profit.
I'm just silent...
I just feel.
I'm just contemplating...
I'm just keeping it to myself...
Hopefully, one day, what I'm fighting for will give me a glimmer of happiness.
A new happiness, far from this suffering.
God, forgive me if I'm wrong.
God, forgive me if I've strayed from Your path.
I can't stand this kind of life anymore.
I can't fight for this heart that's always hurt.
And I can't bear to watch my heart that's always oppressed.
Let me find a better time and space.
Happier and more joyful.
A very deep and touching post… your words carry a clear sincerity and a heavy emotion that reaches the reader effortlessly. I really liked how you expressed silence not as comfort, but as an inner burden, and how you described the heart as something neglected despite all the sacrifices it has made.
There is a clear pain in your writing, yet at the same time, there is a beautiful glimmer of hope—especially toward the end, where you are still searching for a better time and place. This balance between pain and hope is what makes the piece feel so alive and relatable.
Sometimes, realizing that we have given more than we should is the true beginning of change, not the end. Perhaps what you are feeling now is the first step toward a more honest and fair life for yourself.
Keep writing… because this kind of expression is not weakness, but a quiet strength.
Thank you friend, hopefully this is the beginning of a new spirit
I hope so too