Aggression

我是一名中国学生，很喜欢写作，很开心来到这里，这是我的第二篇文章

     At this age, some things may not be believed, but it does not mean that it does not exist.
     Everyone has a gossip heart. Regardless of age, there is something like this.
    "Since you like her, why don't you tell her that she doesn't like the pursuit of other boys, but she will accept your concern"
    The white moonlight filled his side face, there was no outline of the flesh, the slightly sad left eye turned up some white eyes, the corners of the eyes began to red, the deep eyes, the thin and colorless lips, if I It’s a girl, then I must not look at him now. He turned his left face and smiled at me, firmly saying:
    "I already said that she didn't think about love."
    "Don't lie to me, how can she spoil you?"
    "That is that she thinks that I will not have other feelings for her. If she feels that I have this kind of mind, she will not be." He said very carefully.
    Interpretation is not like disguise, it is not like deliberate congestion, but I don't understand what he means.
    "What, why do she think you will not, she is not so confident about herself"
    "At first I thought she was right, because there is no love in my eyes. We are the same patient."
    "Just like it, you tell her maybe she won't care, you can also be fair to her."
    "No, then what is the difference between me and those great, she will hate me when she arrives."
    "After so many things, strong girls are also yearning for love."
    "You are an idiot, I have already said that she does not need love, she needs my help, she trusts me, I can not destroy this trust."
    "The stupid person is you, you fell in love with her!"
    "NO, I have not!"
    "Forget it, you care about her so much, and don't want to bother her."
    "You are such a fool! You don't know what to say, don't know if you don't understand. You like this person, you just like yourself, you will only have a glimpse of the fantasy result, selectively ignore the feeling."
    "Then you don't love her, you are only eighteen this year, Su said her..."
    "No, don't love, I just want to help her, I want her to succeed, she has to be a writer."
     Did you finally tell? "What, writer... How is it possible? (He said everything is beyond my expectations)" "She can't even afford the basic tuition now, you know?"
     "I know" (more determined than the first time)
     "I have always lived with my mother-in-law. No one in the family will teach her. She can't touch people in literature and art. You know?"
     "I know"
     "And her life is already very hard. If she does this, she will be more painful. Do you know?"
     "I know"
     "Since you all know, why do you think she can do it?"
     "It’s stupid, she has to be a writer, she is involuntarily, this is the only motivation that will allow her to continue living, and she is the only strength now."
     "In the current situation, she can't do this. It will drain all her strength. Life is so sad. Why can't she treat herself well? She is only a 17-year-old girl..."
     "Is there still me?" To be honest, I have been impressed by him. "I will use all my strength to help her. No matter how much responsibility, I must help her."
     "This road to art is covered with bright flowers, which are watered with poison; how many people are buried here, wanting to help her board the flower station, every step of the way must be thin ice, and so many plans, What can you do with your own strength?"
     "She is a very talented person, I never thought about these things."
     "Then why do you believe that she can become a writer? Does she have any talents to do with you? You said that you don't love her, don't you just sympathize with her, you are desperate for her, then your dreams?"
     "This doesn't have to be yours, you still have a good life in your life, enjoy your family's happiness, you have never done this kind of thing, I can understand"
      He said this with confidence. I thought he would express it to me with an excitement. Nothing was so flat. His words made me have nothing to say, and he was moved again by him. It’s not because he dares to take risks. I have seen more children of this age. I am young and frivolous, and I am willful. On the contrary, I see his calmness. He’s extra calm and calm to say this, which makes me feel awe. It seems that he is well prepared for the matter, and he has a well-thought-out plan. He can’t understand why he is so confident. The 18-year-old boy really doesn’t have him like this...
      I didn't go home today, rented a bed outside, locked the door and window, laid out in bed early, and burst into tears...