It has absinthe or wormwood, I think the amount per can of that Four Loko is too much which is why with your body frame, you didn't fare well and I am glad that you didn't died. 😅

I am fascinated with Absinthe, some artists use it to enhance their creativity. In the bible it is a symbol of suffering and or death.

I am happy that you have a special someone, I wish the both of you happiness. 💗💗💗💗