Deep stuff. Resonated a lot with me!

Seems that you've been through much over the years. But speaking out of my experience, I very much agree that pushing through hard times is what shapes a man. And with hard times, I mean those, when you have to pull yourself out of the swamp and either you survive or you're done.

Luckily, we're at a point in human technology where the internet is able to give us tools, to help us to survive. Even if its 30-50-year-old recordings of a philosopher named Alan Watts. Man .. just thinking back how I've listened to that man every single night for a long, long time.

My most precious quote of him is this one:

What you are basically, deep, deep down, far, far in, is simply the fabric and structure of existence itself.

But anyway, thank you for sharing your past and history with us!