Lesson to learn and thanks for the reminders. To be honest, I really skipped and jumped and that made me disgraced in life. I need double time , just like boating in a two rivers. It's not easy in my job to have steemit, they knew it but sometimes I knew they feel bad but they ignored and I ignored without saying anything to avoid arguments. I realized to stopped this craziness but it already an addiction, I learned many things.