RE: How my kids and I fled to a women's shelter for their violent dad
Thanks! It is impossible to cope with. My mental health has suffered a lot. I am also blessed to have a decent man that I am married to now. I do not have any other family except his dad and 1 cousin. The community here on steemit is so warm and accepting and that helps a lot. Maybe I should try writing more but Ive been limiting the amount of time that I am willing to discuss these matters because of the triggers. I use plant medicines to keep my body functioning enough to survive. I fast and pray to YHWH a lot. I have studied my butt off for decades to try and find a solution. The only one that seems possible is defection from the state. I am following White Walking Feather here on steemit for instruction in how to do that. I am glad you got away. If I don't get away soon I am worried that I will end up dead or in prison for not being able to produce enough dollars to satisfy the extortionists. Thanks for following me and I'll follow you also.
Sad to hear that.. Luckily you found another good man too (like me) that is there for you. Like you mentioned, for us the only thing that stopped from being in that situation was leaving the country. We had no trust in any government help whatsoever. They messed up all the time. But we were in danger also due to the stalking and had to take our newborn (with my new boyfriend) out of that situation. So we left to another country to do volenteering work, taking only 2 suitcases with us. I am convinced if we did not leave, we wouldn't be here anymore. None of us. For us it turned out to be the right decision (although it is an impossible decission to make because you know you will be far away from the kids too) but I could start getting my strenght back like this. And I found a job, we lived there for 14 months, and now we are in Budapest where my boyfriend is working and we are doing well. Now is my time to share my story, and finish my book that I started a few years ago. I hope you will find back your strenght also, and wish you all the best
This is encouraging so thanks very much!