Dear Diary: I Don't Have Much Appetite To Eat Today

This could be my last meal for this day, it is Sunday here, normal day but my father went ill with a stomach flu because he eats vegetable a lot. My father is just lying down now a lot and he is not really courageous with battling some minor health problems so he is not my source of strength.

I actually had some coffee and bread with mayonnaise in it and I requested my mother to cook the last remaining mashed potato mix that I had bought months ago along with the matching gravy for it. She also cooked some cured sweet meat and so I just ate some of it and drank my pineapple juice after.

Now I am full and probably won't eat until tomorrow and I just ate because I needed to eat. I didn't enjoyed my food although I preferred mashed taters than rice because it requires no chewing.

It is just hard when you do not have the appetite that is why if I do get it I would eat to my heart's content. It is like winning the sweepstakes when I do get the taste for eating because it doesn't come around often in my life. Thank goodness that I can still eat although it is hard I will just look forward when my appetite comes around again.