I love that you wish that! My mom was actually okay during that time. She tried, so did dad, but something like that is just so hard... I still fight it on the daily. The numbers on the scale taught me. I know Im not fat, but I know I am not where I want to be. What sucks is I dont think I ever will be. Its about accepting me as me. That... i can work on :) and I have you now!