Real men in my opinion feel intense emotion and cry real tears when a situation is intense.
Is bull torture still done in Spain?
I think I would actually die if I witnessed what you saw. MY heart would surely stop.
It is incredible (BEYOND imagination) that people with hearts can enjoy this ghastly blood letting.
I know people who hunt for the pot and I've even eaten such meat. But trophies on a wall revolt me and the glass eyes of animals haunt me.