Ahhhh - damn :-( This breaks my heart. We get so involved in our own lives and heads we forget to check if others are doing well. I'm so glad you kept wondering and decided to stop and check up. I'm going to send you a few dollars on PayPal - it's not much but every little bit helps.
You're a great man @el-cr and I wish we could share a hug right now. Instead, hug Rocky for me :-)