Last Bet—July 24th
Day 3
I am deciding that I am done working for free. Each time I gamble I end up working for free. I am finished with that feeling. I have changed. It is done.
I am thankful that I have found recovery.
If I go back it will be very dark. When I gamble I don't prioritize myself or those closest to me. I hurt myself. I hurt others.
I listened to 'The After Gambling Podcast' again today. The was an episode on 'Infinite vs. Finite Games' that I found very helpful.
Today is a good day.