The Highest Highs and Lowest Lows

GAMBLING

As a lifetime addict, experiencing addiction with Food, Weed, Alcohol, Social Media, and even Porn, none perhaps are as Potent nor dangerous as Gambling.

Over the past Three Months, I have Lost my entire Net Worth of around $28,000. On top of that even going into credit card debt of around $5,000, because for some reason Wells Fargo let me max out my $3,000 credit limit and go over by $1,800 on my credit card. Buying cyrpto for an online casino.

The worst part isn't losing all my money, or being in debt, It's the fact that I was Up money So many times, and could've/should've just cashed out in session profit. But the farther you go, the more you need to make back with less to start with. (So it's harder to do).

I even tried to take out a loan but cant get approved.

I've resorted to job hunting just to get some more juice for the casino.

Nothing beats the High of winning a bunch of money by doing nothing, by clicking a button, at random. Nothing beats the feeling of being guarunteed profit in a slot bonus, and watching the remaining spins, hoping, praying for a max win.

Just that One win to take me out of debt, and relieve me of my shame.