It's my main medicine too. Chosen, when I've had issues, as a good alternative to the pills that make you flat. Somehow I'd rather cry it all out than take a pill that makes that near impossible. I always have such dumb hope mixed with pessimism. Funny combo but it seems to get me out the other side with my full range of emotions intact. Emotions can tear you apart, but it's also what makes us human. And what drives artists and musicians too. Without it we'd all be robutts pushing buttons, strumming chords. No thanks. It does seem magical sometimes.