Dear Diary: Dialysis Day Today And I Pray That I Will Complete it
I had a bad sleep yesterday because of my breathlessness and I can feel that my lungs have water in them which disturbs my breathing and there is a bit of struggle when I breathe which gives me this kind of situation.
Hopefully after dialysis it will bring back myself into my "normality" and my normal really is a hell condition to some and my misery is just the lowest of the hell there is, so hot that Satan is baking his bread in it.
I am not in heat or flames though but the hardship that I am into is just hellish of a situation. Pain, stiffness, breathlessness, disabilities and it is all piling up still. So I don't know when or where I will capitulate, I just want it to be quick but it seems to be a lingering death that I will face in the short future.
I will be praying for you @cryptopie. My heart goes out to you.
You know @cryptopie there is a lot of garbage on Steemit, and a lot of good also.....
I sift through all the stuff here, and I read one of your latest post and this is what brought me here. People like you........ We are all with you, still praying for you, miles apart but with you @silvertop.......
I am the garbage here LOL.
In fact I am just a scum of the world @silvertop
@cryptopie I can count on one hand the number of people on Steemit that I regularly talk to.... and you are one of them. I am glad you are here🤗
May God help you and remove your grief and pain in life.