If it wasn't for my bone problems I can live with dialysis but it involves a different difficult and dreadful things now plus pains that won't get an ease so I just want to rest really because it is clearing now for me that this lifetime is not for me Sir @streetstyle.
Now I just want to settle my parents than working goals for myself. But it has been a hell of a ride with this life at least I was able to experience it and had seen the beautiful side of life.