Sasha, I've studied these subjects for many years and today the light came on. You are on the first step towards ascension. Here is a video that will blow you away.

In this video they mention the Philosopher's stone and they don't know what it is but I do. It's the ORMUS, or the White Powder of Gold. That is something interesting to look into.
The ancients drank star fire, which extended life a lot among other things. When that was no longer available they switched to the ORMUS.

To really go down the rabbit hole, go to:
(http://www.halexandria.org/)