Man this is very very deep stuff, I meditated earlier and it was so much more intense. Im getting on off bodily tingles and I feel like my blood circulation is flowing better. I was thinking to wait until my bowels are emptied and not needing a 'number 2' as I recall an ex when she told me she was very shocked that a himan still poo's even after days of not eating.

I think tomorrow I shall go buy a stick blender and beautiful organic things and do some plant based smoothys.

A part of me trusts to do another 48hours, but to go get things ready for when I feel its time. I think this can go some more though, I didnt even meditate at all really and could easily pass time with this. I havent even been resting as a sick person would as in laying down and not doing anything, I have quite alot of energy and im wondering how it will be tomorrow 😀

Even after this experiment I know that I will be fasting again! So theres no need to push it to where I feel uncomfortable. Dam I feel good though from this.

As for the nicotine, I think after some more fasting combined with meditation, I will have less thoughts of addiction. I actually just smoked the last of my hash and dont know anyone in this area for some more, so that helps in a way!